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my life is a meaningless parade of the familiar and routine.
my heart is emptied, more hollow than it would seem there is the capacity to be-
my voice has abandoned me and
i struggle each night not to fall asleep believing myself to be worthless.

i pretend i am well but inside i am not.
inside i feel everyday like i am dying
i feel like every day is a waste;
a day when i could have been doing something true

and above all of this as always
the way i feel so terribly alone in all of this
trumps everything else;
trumps the knowledge that from this too i will recover
that in time something will sort itself out...

i just wish i had some inspiration.
 

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